PRANA

prana {prah'.nah}: ibig sabihin ay praning! signus ba ng praning ang mga ito???>>>> (1) ito ung mga pagkakataon na kung saan nag-iisip ka ng mga bagay-bagay na di dapat namang pag-isipan? (2) mga maliliit na bagay na di dapat pinansin subalit ito iyong nabibigyan tuon at binibigyang halaga? (3) bigla na lang nagbibigay ng sariling pakahulugan o konklusyon sa mga kilos na di naiintindihan?

basta prana ka! kung ano-ano umiikot sa utak mo na di mo mawari kung ano ang dapat bang talgang isipin at gawing rason sa mga bagay bagay na nangyayari! hmp! its not really really really right to feel and act that way... you have a lot of things to think about dr joms!

so real... things do come when u least expected it.

have this feeling that ur ready to let go of things. then wen u decided to delete someone in your cellphone (for instance), unexpectedly, u'll received suddenly a text from that person. wat does it suggests? i mean not hearing from that person (lyk) from 2 wks to a month, then wat do u expect? wat will u think and do? it's not a big deal eniwei. jst made me realized that sometimes, fate has its own way of telling that its not yet the right time to take that person out. somewhere along your decision, situation suggests already what will be your next move and what is the right thing to do right at that moment. ;-)

me being peytonISH

peytonISH (adj.) [1] being peyton in one tree hill (season2)... [2]trying not to be alone yet you feel you are.

after going to pque (which turned out the way im not expecting it), I was having a feeling that peytonISH is conquering me. First, the talk is already starting and i'm sooo sweating when i went in front of the chapel. after taking and thinkin, decided not to enter anymore. Maybe I just want to start my SFC in a right way, on time and be able to start the whole talk. after that, I decided not to go home......yet!

while walking towards the highway....several names got into my head where i think i can spend my whole afternoon with them. outcome is that everyone has their own stuff to do. i jst hate the feelin that since im outside already and i dnt want to wste the time without really doing nothing meaningful? outside.

third, decided to go home though it's only 4:30 or 5pm. then decided to go shopping...for my food at the office hehe. i just really concluded how powerful songs can be. songs at grand central (in d supermarket) that time are nice.... nicest among the nice (esp. when u feel all alone haha). at d end of the day, somehow i am relieved that at least i have a family nd home where i can always go on. tnx also for the songs w/c really made me sensitive and full of feelings that im still so blessed. now i am so glad, im not being peytonISH anymore. maybe we really need sometimes that feelin for a much better purpose and reason. ;)