is there something missing?

posible kaya na may gumugulo sa isip mo na di mo alam kung ano talaga pero nararamdaman mo lang tlgang may gumugulo sa iyo?

well, honestly speaking i'm happy yet i feel something that there is something missing. totoo nga talaga na may mga punto tayo sa buhay na minsan may mga gumugulo sa atin na di natin talaga alam pero sadyang nararamdaman lang natin.

i semi-hate this feeling since i need to go on to the process of elimination in w/c i need to know what's this feeling all about. bottomline is: i dont what's missin in my life. however, is there really something missing or maybe im just ignoring something in my life? too hard to answer. but i know im still a person. i think people undergo to this kind of situation once in their life (am i wrong?).

it all started on friday, aug. 5. yes i'm so happy when we went to music21 with my officemates. despite of that, when i went home, i still feel half-filled. i dnt knw what's this feelin and im tryng my best to figure it out yet i cant.

to top it all..i still feel this til the next day...w/c is aug. 6, my birthday!!! though i had this kind of feeling, i felt that my bday was silent and peaceful after all. spending time with my family. also, i am so sensitive and very soft hearted that time.

until now, i have this kind of feeling and i need to manage it carefully so i can figure it out. God has a reason for why He is letting me feel this. I hope I can figure it out very very soon.