ang 'dapat' na huling gimik sa taong 2004

di natuloy ang pagpunta ko sa libis. malungkot? disappointed? nope.

ganito ung ngyari. biruin mo 8:45pm ay nakabihis na ako't nakaayos at handa ng umalis patungo sa aming pagkikitaan. ang usapan ay sa oras ng 8-9pm (wala talagang ganung tiyak na oras di ba? kaya kahit ako sa sarili ko alam kong alanganin ito) pero sympre naka-oo na ako kaya't ayun si jomar nagbihis na't nagayos din. marahil gusto ko rin umalis bago mag bagong taon. tumawag ako kina jayson at tinanong ko kung paalis na sila o di naman kaya papunta na sa aming pagtatagpuan (ksama ng kanyang mga pinsan). aba!!! ngyn pa lang pala nagpapaalam ung pinsan nyang si phoem (phoemela). ang sabi pa sa akin ay tuloy daw at mga 10pm na magkikita. ibig sabihin maghihintay ako dun ng ganung katagal?

pinal na desisyon na aking nasambit: sabi ko sa susunod na lang...wag na ngyon. ito'y marahil sa isang rason, hindi maayos ang pakiramdam ko. pinipilit kong maging 'buhay' at magkaroon ng pang-party na atitud kahit na alam kong nahihirapan pa katwan ko... marahil hindi pa ako lubusang magaling.

nakakatuwang isipin dahil nakasulat sa aking horoscope na magkaroon ako ngyn ng go out and have fun'. sinabi ko bakit hindi ko kaya sundin kung ano ang nakasulat di ba? kaya hindi ako humindi. kahit na mabigat sa pkiramdam hindi ko inalintana iyon kaya buti na lamang at di na tuloy hehe... cguro gusto ng nasa ITAAS na magpahinga ako ng sa ganun ay may lakas ako sa darating na bagong taon.

paglipas nitong pangyayaring ito, isa lang ang aking nabatid. maaring sundin ko o hindi kung ano ang sinasabi ng iba (gaya ng horoscope) ngunit sa bandang huli sariling desisyon pa ring ang mangingibabaw at sa desisyong iyong aaksyunan, wala ka dapat pagsisisihan. lahat ng bagay ay sadyang tumutulong lang para gumawa ka ng sarili mong desisyon. ang mga desisyon natin ay humuhubog sa atin kung paano tayo magiging sa susunod na mga araw.

hehe... nakuha ko na ring ung kantang gusto ko sa lovers (Nuh Ha Na Man) .
patuloy pa ring kukuha sa internet ng mga kanta hango sa lovers in paris.
zzzzzzzz.........

leo the lion

Your horoscope for today, 12.30.2004


"The need to escape from responsibilities might hit you today.
Go out and have some fun, or find some way to relax. "

health is wealth

am still recovering on my sickness and slightly excited in going to libis for some party hehe with my friends and his/her cousins.

downloading some videos of tsunami's incident...
lonely since there were lot of accidents and gloomy unexpected incidents before this coming 2005...
tired coz of my slight fever and dizzy...

tama si mommy, inaabuso ko nga cguro ung katwan ko... hmmm... just recently lang naman hehe Ü ..

9 mornings at ang rason ng aking blog

well... its my first time na magsulat as in...talk about myself... i promise to do this as a habit... There are two reasons kung bakit ko na gagawin ito. First, this is the year for me to be more open. Sharing abt myself. Medyo private akong person alam ko and i hope that i would lessen that kind of personality. Anyway its healthy. Second, i just saw recently one good purpose of this online diary... so that one day i can reflect abt myself and see kung ano ano na nga bang nangyayari sa buhay ko. at least mas maapreciate ko ung mga pangyayari sa buhay ko hehehe. Besides, we all have this Carrie Bradshaw deep within us. enuf said.

I was supposed to write this one yesterday however time does not permit me to do so. Nacomplete ko simbang gabi whoahhh!!!!!..For the very first time in my life, nacompleto ko. (nsabi ko na ba?) Nagawa ko un kc i think thats 1 of the reasons kung bakit ako bum sa bahay. ok ok..maybe i can't get away the fact re: dun sa tradition that if u will be able to complete the nine mornings, say your wish and then ur wish will be granted...please do come true hehe!

my wishes:
mostly sa family, relatives and friends ko... wat are they? too many to mention... sinabi ko lang nmn ung mga un ng buong buo while i was praying for the first and last mornings. The bottomline of my prayers are that they will be able to endure all the trials, face it with courage, and live life. be happy with it. of course i wasn't able to forget my own wish. sympre to have a work this coming year...a work that i really really wanted, something that is very jomishhh. people oriented and hmmm... near to events so that i can party and have some good time while working.... working while having fun Ü

sobrang sarap ng feeling pag nacomplete mo pala. maybe that was the feeling that God wanted me to experience. nyt nyt Ü

lovers in paris

cant imagine i am dedicating my time in writing my own comment and feeling to this kdrama!! anyway, i really really love foreign films. For love stories, way to go koreans... soooo endearing and touching. the classic, il mare, my sassy at marami pang mga susunod. :) They are d best i should say. Maybe that's why im doing this. Ano ba yan i have this feeling na naririnig ko ung theme song ng lovers...oh my!! parang semi-naiiyak ako at namumugto ang mga mata. pano ba naman kasi may after effect pa siya since ngyn ko lang natpos ung last 3 cds. grrrrr...i cant let my mind not to ponder on those touching and funny scenes. ano ba yan jomar!!! (with rage's accent)

ok ok... this is it!! a recommended kdrama for someone who wants not just a feel good and entertaining drama but more than that.i kept hearing again the theme song of it. sooooooooo beautiful. the ending? i can't say that it's bad. well not good also. as i expected from a korean film there's always a twist. well not to say what i saw in the forums..yep yep right...nagbabasa ako before s forums abt lovers. forums sa abs and isa dun sa site dedicating to those korean films and series. some ppl were reacting that the ending pissed them off. for me, the ending could have been better if they pleased the audience. ki-joo (carlo) and tae-young (vivian). of course i knw that they knw kung ano ang gusto ng audience however, they put some smart and use-ur-mind ending which alleviate the love and as they say kilig feeling. But no regrets! since what made me smile are the love story behind it, its' realizations and the moments which really captured my heart. these were the times that i began to cry. yes, not just one. well ganito lang talaga ako as some of u knw that. me = emotional person. of course there were flaws in it. in all of the korean films, i was able to see na tama ung sinabi ng isang korean contributor. that's why its good coz they really concentrate on its love content not just like mexican or filipino telenovela. though there were some questions that keep on hanging my mind, still pictures of my favorite moments were the ones that make it worth it. how many times do i need to tell that i have my own favorite moments??? parang gusto ko ngang ishare iyon...hmmm..y not.

- returning of the necklace and "whore" episode
- the u-know-how-to-swim and u-lied scene at the swimming pool
- parting ways of ki-joo and tae-young at the airport
- when they met again in paris (last episode)
- ki-joo and dong-hyuk playing ice hockey (the over-me? scene)

ohhh...too many to mention. one thing i realized?? its not that im hopeless romantic ah... :D everything that you've been dreaming of about love 'can' one time come true. the world of possibilities. once there, you just have to enjoy it and take your time. you will realized at the end that eventhough there's smiling and crying, there's the experience and lesson that you had to take with. at least you can say that you were able to feel it (true love) and that's the most important thing.

as i go to sleep, let me tell you that the most important things in this world aren't things. aja !!!